I can't feel all the pressure and I like it this way

Coma biisinä merkkaa mulle paljon. Siinä jos jossakin on sanomaa, joka kuvaa montaakin vaihetta mun elämässä. Aina ei oo menny hyvin, mut onneks on edes yks lohtu johon voi aina turvata.

Jos mietitään tapahtumia aikajärjestyksessä, ekana mulle tulee tästä biisistä hyvät muistot seiskaluokalta mieleen. Sillon tätä luukutettiin kahestaan Niinan kanssa kovaa. Muistan vieläkin kun kohdassa 4.10 on "The Duffi-kohta" jollon yhessä youtubevideossa oli syötävän sulonen kuva Duffista :') Voi niitä aikoja.

Toiseks tää kuvaa aikalailla mun tuntemuksia viime keväänä. Sitä kaikkee turhautuneisuutta sun muuta paskaa mitä päässä pyöri, tai sitten ei pyörinyt yhtään mitään. Tän biisin maailma on suoraan ku minä sillon ku kuuntelin musiikkia. Sillon ku pystyin sulkemaan silmät siltä painajaiselta jota elämä ajoittain oli. Sillon olin ku koomassa, ihan ku toisessa maailmassa. Rauhassa ja turvassa pahalta maailmalta.

Hey you caught me in a coma
And I don't think I wanna 
Ever come back to this... world again

Now I feel as if I'm floating away
I can't feel all the pressure
And I like it this way
But my body's callin'
My body's callin' 

Won't ya come back to this... world again 

Suspended deep in a sea of black
I've got the light at the end
I've got the bones on the mast 

Well I've gone sailin', I've gone sailin' 

I could leave so easily
While friends are calling back to me
I said they're
They're leaving it all up to me
When all I needed was clarity
And someone to tell me
What the fuck is going on
Goddamn it!

Slippin' farther an farther away
It's a miracle how long we can stay
In a world our minds created
In a world that's full of shit

Please understand me
I'm climbin' through the wreckage
Of all my twisted dreams
But this cheap investigation just can't
stifle all my screams

No one's gonna bother me anymore
No one's gonna mess with my head no more
I can't understand what all the fightin's for
But it's so nice here down off the shore
I wish you could see this
'Cause there's nothing to see
It's peaceful here and it's fine with me
Not like the world where I used to live
I never really wanted to live 

An all this crass communication
That has left you in the cold
Isn't much for consolation
When you feel so weak and old
But is home is where the heart is
Then there's stories to be told
No you don't need a doctor
No one else can heal your soul

There were always ample warnings
There were always subtle signs
And you would have seen it comin'
But we gave you too much time

Sometimes we get so tired of waiting
For a way to spend our time
An "It's so easy" to be social
"It's so easy" to be cool
Yeah it's easy to be hungry
When you ain't got shit to lose

But I'm still out here waiting
Watching reruns of my life
When you reach the point of breaking
Know it's gonna take some time
To heal the broken memories
That another man would need
Just to survive

Onneksi aika parantaa haavat. Harmi vain että aina jää arpi.

★ HeidiRoxx